Oh My Mind

The bee, it lives in me.

My chest a hive,
 

And as you were in my eyes

In my head the buzzing echos,

My head oh my.
 

How unfair is it, your crown?

When my hard work shows in cracks,

And yours comes from others' backs. 

Oh, I only ever wanted to be you,

A mask of beauty

Oh, I want to be you.
 

Yet when my wings fail,

I don't want the blue sky

I want your wings,

The ones made from glass

Oh, I only want to be you,

Oh, why can't the world see me?
 

And so the buzzing roars

Torn wings thrown on the ground

I raise my head above my mind
 

The spider, oh how it crawls,

The flower, oh how it unfolds,

My mind oh my,
 

So when the sun sets,

Just remember I never wanted to hurt you,

I turned my venom on myself

I never wanted to hurt you.
 

So please throw wattles on my grave,

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